i dont know if this is a new topic but its the only way i could figure out how to post was by clicking "new topic". i am young, 21. i denied what happened to me until last week, and now i can't stop. it is all i think about. Like a movie, an alternate reality laid over this one. I am still functional but just seeing everything through a haze of blood and moonlight. i feel small and alone and terrorized. i cant talk to anyone i know. im always on the verge of tears or rage. A rude cashier will have me crying. A tasteless joke told by a friend will make me want to hit him. i suppose i am emotional to begin with but this is too much. i don't know where else to go to speak; i do not trust anybody. is this normal or am i crazy?