back on actual topic.

i wish that others could look at me as a person,
i wish that people could understand what its like when you give a fight your all and its not enough.
i wish others could try and realize... Im an adult and help me heal with patience rather than platitudes.

I wish I could be invisible and not deal with it at all.

I wish many things. but i know many wont happen.
Once you hear the details of victory, it is hard to distinguish it from a defeat.