Hey Luke, I don't know what would you like to happen?
All that would lead me to connect to someone on completely different level comparing to my friends. I need someone to spend rest of my life. Someone to hold me tight, someone whom I can give all myself, someone who will love me unconditionally, someone that I'll live for.
It is beyond words for me.
Expressing such feelings to girl that is attracted to me is very difficult and I'm struggling with very ordinary things. No matter how social I could be, having many friends, chatting with many girl friends etc. When I'm in love I'm like small child who doesn't know how to act, and smallest step seems like huge obstacle. So I need practice and practice. People have feelings, it is natural to express them and to try to connect to someone on some different level. Those are just my two cents.