Hi all on what is now my favourite forum.

I realized the other day that it has been a year since I first came to male survivors. I joined on the 7th May 2011, the day of my physical and mental rebirth as a normal functioning man.

A lot has changed in the year. There has been a lot of pain, a lot of praying and whining, and there has been a lot of mental and physical anguish.

What's most important is that there has been a lot of growth. A lot of learning that my life was not what it should be and that I had hurt those I love incredibly, although through no fault of my own.

Its now time to give back that which I have taken, although impossible, but I can give it a good try.

I would like to thank you all on this forum for advising, listening and for sometimes giving the hard truths. Often the best way to say something is to tell it like it is. Many of you have done that here for me, again thank you.

I look forward to helping others here, and getting help as it is by no means over.
If we were allowed to contact each other I have no doubt that we would be great friends.

Thanks to all again for your support.

Heal well all
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