Welcome back and I am sorry you have had such a challenging year. I remember our great talks when we were in the redwood trees. You are a great person, please take care of yourself. I, too, feel alone much of the time. My therapist and members of my survivor group all remind me that it is me that is isolating which is something I don't want to hear. I know that I isolate to avoid being vulnerable. Keep at it--you are definitely worth it! BTW, I moved from NYC to NJ last August, but am still in the NE.
WOR Sequoia 2011--it has changed my life!