Well, this is certainly something that people are curious about since I have gone public with my CSA. I have never questioned my sexuality, I know that I have always been gay. I know straight CSA survivors that are having serious issues with this. We all have admitted that sex is still very confusing for all of us. CSA just messes that up. I am very fortunate to have a partner for 12 years who loves me and had educated himself when the flashbacks started to happen at age 46. I video my journey because the meds I need now are so strong and interfere with my typing. My first two videos are below.

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My Story of CSA

My Story of CSA: The Day God Entered My Heart

My Story of CSA: "Flashbacks" (Trigger Caution)