I dumped Christianity and never felt better. Still believe in the feminine God/Goddess. The more I looked at religion the more I found, God/Goddess is whomever or whatever you need him to be. Never felt any of that "love" Christians talked about endlessly about just oppression. They also hate transgender people like me, gays, lesbians and people who like casual sex. I think they all are right to a point then they use it to control people. God/Goddess made us, gave us a planet and has little to do it. Hard to trust the male version anyway. He/she just wants acknowledgement and judges nothing. That's it IMO.
A guy opens the front door and sees a snail on his doorstep. He picks up the snail and throws it across the street in a neighbor's yard. A year later, the guy opens the front door and the same snail is on his doorstep. The snail says, "What the f*ck was that about?"