I have just started reading articles that address the abusers and why they do stuff like that.
I see the man who abused me as a vicious monster. I have so much anger and hate inside me towards him. This hate and anger are making me unable to focus on my recovery process. My counselor told me that the abuser was probably abused himself. I started wondering what childhood the abuser had that shaped him and made him as such. Donít misunderstand; I believe he committed a crime regardless of what the reasons were.
Anyway, I decided to read articles that talk about abusers and the things that make them sexually abuse children. By understanding the abusers side of the story, I am hoping that I will calm down and be able to deal with my anger and hate.
I though of sharing this with you guys. I wish you all the best.