I've always shied away from bodybuilding. Maybe i saw it as away to avoid attention. Good looking people got attention from those around them. I did not want attention. I wanted to be left alone. Now, however, being alone has lost its lustre and its comfort. I will look into body building as perhaps a method of recovery once i get smaller steps like eating healthy and regular sleep patterns down. I crashed when i tried too much before. I can appreciate the valididty in small steps. I hope you are still a member of my support community (MS&life) when i feel i am ready to tackle my external self and have my inner self winning a mr universe contests at every turn.

I will never ALWAYS be right, I wasn't wrong, I am whats left.