This is something that's been brought up with my T as well. He thinks part of the difficulty with speech on certain topics is related to this... it'll be explored a little more on the next session, we didn't really have time this last session.

But I have a feeling I have dissociated a LOT. What we think at the moment, that what I report as 'shutting down', might be straight up dissociating. I just zone out completely. Thousand yard stare.


Adapt. Overcome. Survive.