Do NOT want to be at work tonight. Tired. Cranky. Worn down. And do NOT like the idea of leaving sis home alone, period. That's getting harder instead of easier, lately. I'm hoping it's just a phase that will pass and that I'm just amped up anxiety-wise and stress-wise at the moment. She's a big girl. Not a little kid.

On a positive note - I actually managed a store tonight on the way into work. Not a big grocery store with a TON of people type store. Just a little convenience store/gas station type of spot. But I managed to actually get what I needed and get out without a panic attack. Not sure how, yet, but it's something, and I'll take it! Been working on the stupid groups thing almost since it started. For me, it's a huge step. Anything over 3 people in the same room and I usually start getting antsy.

Edited by TheTwoOfUs (12/18/11 12:02 AM)

Adapt. Overcome. Survive.