Hi, weharry1959,

Seems to me, that you have things pretty well in hand. Your previous therapy will enable you to better handle any problems that may come up. As well, you should ask your present therapist if she can continue seeing you for sexual abuse counselling or if she knows somebody you can be refered to that is traind and experienced in treating sexual abuse.

I was always taught that crying is the release of the poison in your system. It's easier said than done. Even now, after about 6 months of therapy, I still have difficulty crying but does get a bit easier.

Even though you are experiencing a road block right now, remember that a detour always comes back to the main road, even if it takes a bit longer to get there.

I will mourn the teenager I never was and strive to make that dot of light way out in the far reaches of the end of the tunnel turn into a bright sun.