I dont have a problem answering your question, I often wondered when all of my CSA was going if I was gay. But I never was attracted to another man other than just wanting to be like someone that I admired. Never about sex, made me want to puke and still does. Sorry if that hurts anyones feelings.

As I read the many posts here quite a few of us have had the same thoughts and it would seem quite normal to think that about ones self after all the things that happened to us.

I still have a long way to go in this process but I will get there.

Thank you for your comment.

All I ever wanted was a hug.