Thanks JaapVisser,

This journey to healing has taken many turns. The one consistent thing in it is the clarity and the relief. I came from a dark, fearful place, so it was not all "yellow brick road". I had anxiety, days in bed, anger episodes, actually I slept a great deal of my depression away in the year plus I was off work. But the relief, the endurance, the persistence.., it kept coming, getting stronger, more present in my life. I felt better and better!

Keep going, keep wanting it, keep defining who you are and how to get them out!

Thank you JV, this feels SO good!

MaleSurvivor Moderator Emeritus 2012 - 2014