I have unwanted attractions to BOTH sexes now. I recalled more abuse. My father, my brother, my mother and a family friend (woman) all sexually abused me. I was straight my whole life..been with girls..been in love..etc...but sometimes I would get this numbing weird feeling while having sex..now I hate and lust after women and for men im desperate for love and attention that my father gave me when he abused me..I fantasize about both sexes and im totally lost as to who I am..im either bisexual or A sexual..but I guess whats more important is I work through the abuse and how its affected my life. Hang in there man!

"What does not kill me makes me stronger"