Oh and I would appreciatr feedback from anyone else who knows how to get thtough these wierd arousal feelings. Wtf this suckd. Im a guy I dont like feeling like a walking butt. Sorry if thats wierd to say. I dont know what I want from ppl. I was tough that everything is sexual and that sexual is wierd and sick and ovverwhelming and controlling and just plain shitty. Who the hell am I? Help please.

"In my life, I have seen,
People walk into the sea,
Just to find memories,
Plagued by constant misery,
Their eyes cast down,
Fixed upon the ground,
Their eyes cast down

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun"