I hope you are feeling better! I know what it feels like to be "locked up" in depression. Even the little things seem overwhelming. I am glad you have this place to come and let some of those feelings out. Please continue to write and check in here. You are not completely alone because there are hundreds of us at this web-site that understand you and want to walk with you on this journey of healing. Please hang in there and know that you are not alone, we may not be there face to face but we are here for you to lean on when you need it.