I am coming into the fourth month on these drugs... I will continue to take them for as long as my other self allows me too.

I have so much hate and anger within me, i cannot let it go. Its dragging me slowly down with it. The battle goes on.

I do know it will not be the virus that will get the better of me.. its will be those drugs.

you dont see me. i am not really here. Its my fault.. all of it. I am to blame and no one else.