I can relate to the penis fixation. Every time I see a guy, my eyes automatically go to his penis. I hate it because I don't even look at him as a person. I just want to focus on that part of him and find fulfillment in it. I will look for more information from Ken because I need to understand what has happened to me and how I can move forward.

Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you. -- Ralph Waldo Emerson