I used to do a lot of meat trucking between Chicago and NYC, if you have ever driven on I-70, I-76, I-78, I-80, I-84 or even I-90 in PA there is a chance that I went roaring by you sometime desperate to make another on-time delivery. For 30 years I drove the monsters of the highway before my eyesight began to deteriorate. Now I am taking some college classes living a semi-retired life in my home in the suburbs with my wife, which sure beats scrounging around the 'hood all alone wondering where my next hit was coming from, as was so common in my life before my success in recovery.
You can get there too, my man, if you will keep trying,
"We stay here, we die here. We've got to keep moving". Trucker Mark