James, it is good that you have started, but please realize that it is a long process. Tomorrow, will be the first meeting that I have missed with my counselor in the last twenty-two(22) months, besides his days out re time out that he needed, or earned - vacation,ect. I think I am in a mid-portion of the therapy and that in itself doesn't, I think, help. But you have taken the first BIG step, and started. THAT IS GOOD, and as others say, HANG IN THERE. Bosishere