Hi Mike

I gave up on the drugs yet again. I must admit my cd4 count without the drugs was unchanged 296 without!!!!! for six months. The docs decided to start me very late with them, i was below 100 when i started.

The drugs made me sick and the docs refused to change the drugs so i stopped. i feel no worse off for stopping.

The local yobs taunt me about my condition and now the police are involved. I am so sorry to hear about the death of your friend.


you dont see me. i am not really here. Its my fault.. all of it. I am to blame and no one else.