I had same sex feelings but they are not mine
three evil men abused me and set in place triggers
some men tell me they are gay and comfortable with being gay OK
but I too am not gay
these feelings might be within me
but they are not mine
they belong to the three evil men who violated my will
and abused me
and wounded my soul


5 depending on God's grace gives hope
6 my dark side , my hurt inner being my struggle
8 looking to the day of overcomming