Brother Dogman;

you put it in view posting to it ;-) I like the post and I can surely relate to reenacting my abuse, unconsciously, to come to an understanding of it. I have connected with my abusive fantasies as well as the pornographic stories I used to be drawn to as being reenactments... heck even my relations with my wife were sullied by my abuse history. It was truly liberating when I realized the connection, then I could process it and resolve the feelings.

As for Paul's letter to the church at Corinth, I have little recollection of it and will take your memory as being close enough. My God gave me the greatest gift there is, that being free will, and along with that her love for me is unlimited and unconditional... she loves me at all times even when I was acting out in my basest ways. She rejoices with each step of healing and recovery I make.

Love, Wes

Happy to be a recovering survivor. :-)

Continuing to meet more of my fellows as I "Trudge the Road of Happy Destiny".

My Story, 1st pass