welcome to the rest of your life. If you found this site it must mean that you may have some issues in your life that you wish to find anwsers to. There a lot of very understanding and nonjudgemental men here that have been through a wide variety of abuses.
Just take your time and explore the forums and drop in to the live chat and you will see that you are not alone with any questions, comments, or confusion that you may be experiencing.
We are all here for the same reasons.
All the best to you,
When the pain of remaining the same finally outweighs the pain of change---things will begin.... life is meant to be enjoyed not endured.