hi fmighell,
you sound like your in a better place than I am right now. As for the wind and the electrons that make light...well.....science can prove how light is made...no havent seen one either...how ever...if I wanted to see one I could get on the net and find a picture of one...as for the wind...if I realy wanted to know where it came from I could read X number of years of research done the matter...what prof do I have about god?....and I know your going to say the bible, right?...ok one book that Im going to take as the word of god.....I realy hope that one day I can forgive god the way he has me....but for now Im not at the same place you are..and I envey you for being there. Thanks for the prayers.....see ya

I have more issues than Rolling Stone!