Hi Wes,

I am toxic to others, a biohazard. If i tell people i am HIV+ they get the wrong idea about me. I have decided as of tomorrow i will not be taking those drugs. I will let the virus run its course.

On Monday i will not pick up the drugs i see them as the destroyer and will most probably do me more damage than the virus.

The future is in ruins. I cannot go out with women. i do not want to date an hiv+ women either. its all nothing.

you dont see me. i am not really here. Its my fault.. all of it. I am to blame and no one else.