Buddy, I cried for you through this post. I just can't fathom the evolution of pain and suffering you're going through. All I can do is be here with you. To feel a little bit of your pain.
I wish I could tell her...but tell her THAT??? No way! Can't happen. That would be like a Jew raising his hand in 1942 Munich saying "you forgot to pick me up guys."
This line hit me in the gut. I get the shakes thinking of the fear behind these words.
I'm proud of you Rob. You're pushing through with all you got. I'm praying for you my friend.