Hello Jarrad,

Thank you for the reply. Iam counting the days down to see the psychologists etc... its like wishing time away i also want August to hurry up as to see what the status of my immune system is like.

I have told them about my nightmares and they have suggested i draw them but i am rubbish at drawing things but i will try. i told them about the werewolves and the people without any faces that i am trying to protect from the werewolves.

I can remember the nightmares in detail and how the situation in them changes very fast, there is also the film "I AM LEGEND" that touched me in a way that no film has ever done.

you dont see me. i am not really here. Its my fault.. all of it. I am to blame and no one else.