Hey all,
Not sure what Im going to say just know I need to say something. I feel like Im fallin into a hole that I cant see anyway out of. Like there is no hope. Just like I did when I had to go to the hospital. HOPELESS. Im just so depressed right now. Im just so tried, why cant I just stop, why cant I just be ok. I have a few great friends I can talk to and my wife is and will always be there for me to talk to so I am using them. but then again thats part of the problem, I feel like I use them, like I drain all of there engery. This has been comming on for a few days/weeks not sure which its just been a long time. So I guess for someone who wasnt sure what to say Im sure saying a lot. ok so I'll go for now.

I have more issues than Rolling Stone!