I can definitely relate to this. There were so many nights I would lay in bed waiting to go to sleep, anticipating not a good night's rest but a new round of nightmares. I hope you are able to find peace at night and get past this problem.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)