its pretty sad-that i only have this place to go to----------------------nothing else------------at times i feel like sharing and reaching out--------------other times its like why bother-it doesnt mean anything-------------yet i only have this place-to go to---------sometimes i just sit here and stare at the page------------------i think now what do i do----------------sometimes i flip over to porn----------then that gets old---------------------some times i look up other abuse sites -then that gets old------------------------so i come here----------starying at the page----------------------------steve