It sounds like you are doing what's best for you right now, and that's the most important thing. We all have to be willing to take reasonable risks, but at the same time we need to recognize our limits. You seem to be doing that, and I like the way you show satisfaction with choosing what you NEED.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)