After decades of self-loathing, dazed & confused; now working on CSA stuff, conscious solutions can be a challenge. Over the years, nature was & still is my most safe sanctuary. I go there and walk, appreciative of small things and little steps...In recent time I have come to a place where I believe I have choices about how I want to live the balance of my life, tragedy or comedy. Much forgiveness has helped me chose the latter...I never got to confront the molesters, no day in court. Recently I wrote an editorial, Bangor Daily News 11/1/07, about adult confidentiality laws that protect abusers. These are some of my solutions....Merch