So many hopes and dreams gone, 37 (don't laugh, I know you vets are) but it feels like I have no time left. No career yet and it feels like it's never going to happen. No chance of being educated, no chance of working my way up that ladder. Love, please, love is for teens, who's going to take a chance on an old man (I hear that laughter again) maybe because I already feel like I'm 100, I just feel like it's too late sometimes, feel like I missed my opportunity. Why do feel 100?

It's like I'm feeling like that heart attack is going to come anyday now so why bother.

Just feeling like I missed the train


Edited by mogigo (11/05/07 10:59 PM)