I still live at home, actually in a basement apartment because my abuse has given me issues surrounding getting a new job (Thats a different issue). Anyway, my mother works for a local high school and therefore has a decent number of activities she has to go to at night for her job. Everytime she does though, I feel abandoned for some reason. I'm 29, I certainly can take care of myself, in fact for 6 months I lived by myself in my own apartment. I guess maybe it goes back to the abuse, my mother was a single (divorced) parent and she went back to school to get her masters degree so that she could get a better job and we could have a better life. She went to classes 2 nights a week (I believe) and left me in the care of my older brother, who used the opportunity to abuse me.


"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"

"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"

"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"

"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"