Has anyone experienced something like this?

I have a vivid memory of watching myself being carried by my abuser/s. We moved to the country when I was 6, and I was taken down to a creek (for swimming) several hundred yards down the hill from my house by at least two older boys, maybe three, who lived just up the road. They raped me in that creek (the first time) and have this memory of me standing by the creek, watching myself being carried, (in the field on the otherside of the road) back to my house by the attackers. I'm on one side of the road watching them carry me on the otherside.


Edited by Woundedheart (10/11/07 08:17 PM)