Yet again I find that I am not alone from this site. I too have found that sometimes some of my triggers have a weird effect of feeling both bad and good at the same time. I have never really put a lot of effort in figuring this out. But I was sure it was just me I hate to hear about you being triggered but I'm glad that you shared it with us. Maybe someone can shed some light on this I hope. Thank you for posting this Scott.

Take care.