hey guys just thought I'd share...had a really great CR meeting Friday with a new men's abuse group. Saturday, went to a football game with dad and grandpa and this kind of young, attractive guy sat behind me and straddled me with this kind of "knowing" touch...I don't know, but it triggered me. feel very very wrong and taken advantage of but I liked it, like finally some attention. got home that night and couldn't sleep, had horrible nightmares of men touching me and me waking up screaming and sweating.

FUCK just thought I'd vent


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