I come from a christian family and they have been very devoted to god all thier lives. (at least on the outside for people to see).
As a child i got religious instruction, and attended sunday school. It was all church on sunday and bible reading at night. I could never think how can my parents be christians and then do things to me, and let others do things to me. This might be off topic, but you guys have faith and belief. Whilst i grew up either raging and hating god. Then asking him how he could let this happen to me. I still cannot answer this question.