I was a scared child then i stood tall
I was a nobody but i stood tall
I was a soldier i stood tall
I travelled the world i stood tall
I dropped out of life and i stood tall
I got my act together i stood tall
I worked around the world in personel protection i stood tall
I lived my life standing tall

Im here today asking for help to stand tall again

Cant keep standing tall, want to go out and live my life instead of hiding in the dark. Im back at the beginning, huddled in the dark parts of my mind hoping no one sees me, if i stay still and silent he will not see me, i will be invisible.
I want to go forward instead of back.

Sorry about this, cant keep my mind straight, cant keep here, keep on going back.