Thing haven't been going too well lately for me or my family. Work has been very stressful, my wife was in the hospital for 6 days when she went in for some outpatient tests, our health insurance isn't paying the bills, I'm not taking care of things on the homefront (bills, taxes, etc.), I'm feeling overwhelmed. My pancreas finally died and I'm on insulin all the time now. I don't really give a damn about anything right now. It takes everything I've got to get up and go to work everyday. My insurance isn't paying for my therapist (he's no longer on the plan) and I have to get a new one. I have to change insurance carriers, get a new primary Dr. and go through all that mess all over again.

I'm just bitching and moaning, venting about things that seem to be coming down around my ears.


I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.
Kurt Vonnegut (1922-2007)