gee, neat new forum to post on.
so here i am, twice divorced, two live ins and now back with my current love of all, a female.
i acted before. i did it again 3 months ago after a breakup and while suffering from depression.
my g/f thinks there is something deep and hidden.
I felt like depraved, dirty afterward. but i think i needed to feel that way.
i also though could have done the same with women, prostitutes, or cheap easy fuck girls but didn't.
i also know my acting out could be re-creating my abuse.
i just don't know. i love my girlfriend, her pussy, breasts, ass, softness, everything womanly.
i don't know why the hell i have done or do things.
what am i without a label?