I wish there was a message icon for how I feel right now.

they call it remission, a better name for it is a stay of exacution. And when you come out of it. I whis they would just say what thay mean the stay has been lifted.

I kwen the jig was up when I wet the bed. that all the progress I made was a big cosmic joke. 8 good months and now back waking up in the moring and wondering what won't work today. I've been in and out of the hospital the last month hoping agenst hope that it was not what it was, but it was.