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#515636 - 09/26/17 02:25 AM nevermind
usmc97 Offline
Junior Member

Registered: 08/02/05
Posts: 511
Loc: Colorado
I think I posted this one years ago, feel so down.

Nevermind

I was going to share something important but...
nevermind

I was going to ask for help but...
nevermind

I just needed someone to listen but...
nevermind

I needed a hug from someone safe but...
nevermind

I am not important, I was told to never speak
my words are worthless whispers used to seal my defeat
Repeat the blame, the acts and shame, the hurts and constant battle
My needs denied and forced to hide this life I just can't handle

Away I'm tossed, I fail, I've lost, do I pursue defense
or close my eyes and finally sleep to ever wake, my end
This lonely man can't understand the curse with which I face
This boy who hides inside him cries, though neither have a place

We tried to say our last goodbyes but really...
nevermind

We came to you to bare our pains but...
you didn't have the time.

_________________________
Semper Fi

The statistics? 1 in 4, 1 in 6?
...then me the imaginary number

Abuse Part I&II
http://www.discussion.malesurvivor.org/b...7031#Post517031

Part III&IV
http://www.discussion.malesurvivor.org/b...7032#Post517032

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#515638 - 09/26/17 04:19 AM Re: ... nevermind [Re: usmc97]
Tom E. Offline


Registered: 01/08/17
Posts: 445
Loc: FL
usmc97 ---- we stand with you

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#515688 - 09/27/17 04:08 AM Re: ... nevermind [Re: usmc97]
usmc97 Offline
Junior Member

Registered: 08/02/05
Posts: 511
Loc: Colorado
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Edited by usmc97 (11/20/17 07:57 AM)
_________________________
Semper Fi

The statistics? 1 in 4, 1 in 6?
...then me the imaginary number

Abuse Part I&II
http://www.discussion.malesurvivor.org/b...7031#Post517031

Part III&IV
http://www.discussion.malesurvivor.org/b...7032#Post517032

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#516616 - 10/22/17 05:34 AM Re: ... nevermind [Re: usmc97]
usmc97 Offline
Junior Member

Registered: 08/02/05
Posts: 511
Loc: Colorado
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Edited by usmc97 (11/20/17 07:56 AM)
_________________________
Semper Fi

The statistics? 1 in 4, 1 in 6?
...then me the imaginary number

Abuse Part I&II
http://www.discussion.malesurvivor.org/b...7031#Post517031

Part III&IV
http://www.discussion.malesurvivor.org/b...7032#Post517032

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