A belated "thank you" to Keith, Castle & SugarBaby. Thank you for your encouragement.
I am still very challenged with the "vulnerability" thing. (If I watch one more Brene Brown ted talk, I'm going to explode lol).
I still find myself reflexively lying to her about even simple stuff. Like seeing a doctor recently because I was having some heart palpitations (I blame stress, anxiety and LOT of caffeine). But I only said it was a check-up, and the tests they ordered were just "routine."
I know I need to let her know the truth. But GEE my first reflex is just to lie, to minimize, to keep secret that something is wrong (gee, where does THAT come from????).
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