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#456785 - 12/14/13 05:02 AM snapshock (trigger)
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6338
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada
i lift my face
and shake my fist
and raise my voice
and curse the sky

why me?
oh my!
no way!
oh woe!
i pray.
this cannot be.
oh no!
poor me.
i cry!

the pain is hard.
the penis hard.
it hurts.
i'm wounded.
scarred.
ruined.
spoiled.
stained.
soiled.
damned.
aged.
damaged.
dear god!
don't let me die.

hand on my throat.
threat in my ear.
death i fear.
intense!
violence.
no defense.
then silence.
shh! it happens.
sh!t happens.
makes no sense.
lost innocence.
life sentence.

in the middle of enigma
lies the riddle of my stigma.
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Victor|Victim

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Love
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#456829 - 12/15/13 01:21 AM Re: snapshock (trigger) [Re: victor-victim]
traveler Offline
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3968
Loc: settling in the USA again
Ouch!

This one hurts.
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"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"

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#456832 - 12/15/13 02:45 AM Re: snapshock (trigger) [Re: victor-victim]
peroperic2009 Offline

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Registered: 10/09/11
Posts: 3801
Loc: South-East Europe
wow, we are lucky to have you here with us V-V!

Pero
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#474133 - 12/28/14 06:11 PM Re: snapshock (trigger) [Re: victor-victim]
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6338
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada
i feel lucky to be here.

thank you noticing me.

i do appreciate the encouragement.
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Victor|Victim

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Love
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