Welcome: you will find support and understanding here. I found that even if our stories may be different. The effects are much the same. This was a big surprise to me, I also had never talked to or meet a survivor. What a learning experience for me that other men had experienced much the same as I. All those years I believed I was the only one, ha ha. There is hope and things can get better. I wish you the very best in your journey
it is and has been quite a trip thru life, as last I feel that I am in a better place, it takes work and in my case a wife the was and is forgiveing and helpful. At last a relationship has gone right, messed up three.