I dont have alot of memories. But I look at symtoms of rape survivors. I have all of them. My theripist knows I was molested he sure of it. i am becoming very sure of it and im not making it up. Victims of crime pays for my theripy. Told them i was molested as a child and they pay my theripy.
There is the Thinker and with meditation, the one who watches the Thinker. Get to know the one who watches the thinking. The mind is inherantly pure, we can always go there. An empty mind is a ready mind, it is ready for anything.