I was raped as a toddler. You all know what the burden is like, no need to go into that part. I do yoga 5-6 times a week. It helps free the pain retained by the body. I go to therapy twice a week. It shines some light in the dark places. I can feel myself making progress. Very fucking slow progress. I am in my mid 20s and i want to run free and let my dick swing. I'm more of a tear the band-aid off than a slowly peel it type of guy.
Things that sound too good to be true usually are.
But when I learned that there is a drug treatment that cures sufferers of ptsd in one application, both army vets and victms of childhood trauma, I had to know. Next month I'll be flying out of the country to take a chance on this ibogaine stuff. I'll let you all know how it goes. In the meantime if anyone has any experience with with this drug, positive or negative, let me know.
Edited by Notreally (05/21/13 10:59 PM)